my 10 traits

i've always have a thing for personality test and i just discovered another one.. after i took the test i got this result. not bad hahaha.

Aesthetic

You appreciate art, beauty, and design; you know that they are not superficial but absolutely crucial to living the good life. You have good taste, and you're proud of it. Those with a high score on the "aesthetic" trait are often employed in literary or artistic professions, enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about the arts, reading, and travel.

You don't think it's pretentious to be moved by art and beauty. You're not one of those who believe it doesn't matter what something looks like as long as it does its job.

Intellectual

You are thoughtful, rational, and comfortable in the world of ideas. People find you interesting to talk to. You're the living embodiment of the saying "You learn something new every day." In general, those with a high score on the "intellectual" trait are employed in such fields as teaching and research, and are enthusiastic about reading, foreign films, and classical music.

You do not avoid abstract conversation, experimenting with new ideas, or studying new things. It bores you to stick to the straight and narrow of what you already know.

Original

You are constantly coming up with new ideas. For you, the world as it exists is just a jumping-off place; what's going on inside your mind is often more interesting than what's going on outside.

You don't feel that the road to success is to be a realist and stick to the program; you never stop yourself from coming up with new ideas or telling the world what you're thinking about.

Curious

You like to get to the bottom of things. You're not content knowing what someone did; you want to know why they did it.

You don't simply take things as they are and move on; you're not content skimming along on the surface; you don't feel you're wasting time by digging for the meaning of things.

Assertive

You behave in a confident and forceful manner, take charge of the situation, raise your hand in class, stand up for what you think is right, and lead others. Among those who have a high score on the "assertive" trait, many have jobs in which they are valued for their organizational skills as well as their talent for supervising others.

You are not interested in fading into the woodwork, leaving everything to fate, taking more time than necessary to accomplish a task, or avoiding confrontation.

Passionate

You are in touch with your emotions, and sometimes you react before you think. The good news: you don't tamp down your feelings. The bad news: you sometimes say or do things that you later wish you could take back.

You do not live your life on an even keel; you do not go for long periods without experiencing some mood swings.

Impulsive

You trust your your instincts. What others may see as rash behavior is, for you, simply going with your gut. Individuals with a high score on the "impulsive" trait tend to try new, sometimes outrageous, things.

You are not timid. For you, spending time microscopically examining the pros and cons of every decision means never getting anything accomplished.

Organized

You like to think a task through before you embark on it. If it's the slightest bit complicated, you make a list (even if it's only in your mind) and methodically work your way through it. When you have a goal in mind, you're not satisfied until you reach it.

You are not one of those people who ignore the details, and you don't understand how anyone can get anything accomplished without thoughtful planning ahead of time.

Unflappable

You are not a slave to your emotions. It takes a lot to upset or unnerve you. That's why you're a good person to have around in a crisis.

You don't let it all hang out, which means that those around you often don't know the pressures you're under or what you're going through. You're not the kind of person people run from in a crisis.

Creative

You are good at solving problems, coming up with original ideas, and seeing connections between things, connections that most other people miss. People with a high score on the "creative" trait often are employed in such fields as finance and scientific research, and enjoy avant garde and classical music as well as literary fiction and scholarly non-fiction.

You do not shun abstractions and concepts in favor of the concrete and tangible.

iseng2 aja

hahahahaha...too true...

hahahahaha! how do they know?! =p

Today, I won’t be missing you anymore. I won’t be waiting for your call. I won’t count on that old smile. I won’t be lost. We were meant to part this way, I know that now and I realized I shouldn’t hold on any longer. We’re perfect the way we are now. And if we ever find one day we need each other, just for that day, we could sit down and talk about it. If you want to. But today, you don’t miss me and you don’t need me, so I won’t be missing you and needing you either. But I’ll always be around.

--hit-or-miss

Ideas to keep in mind....

• Pursue Achievable Goals
• Keep Genuine Smiles
• Share with Others
• Help your Neighbors
• Maintain A Youthful Spirit
• Get Along with the Rich, the Poor, the Beautiful, and the Ugly
• Keep Cool Under Pressure
• Lighten the Atmosphere with Humor
• Forgive the Annoyance of Others
• Have a Few Pals
• Treasure Every Moment with Your Love Ones
• Cooperate and Reap Greater Rewards
• Have High Confidence in Yourself
• Respect the Disadvantaged
• Indulge Yourself Occasionally
• Surf the Net at Leisure
• Take Calculated Risks
• Understand “Money Isn’t Everything”

<3

JULIET
O think'st thou we shall ever meet again?

ROMEO
I doubt it not; and all these woes shall serve
For sweet discourses in our time to come


--Romeo and Juliet. act III.

airless. cast away feelings filling the spaces inside
from the last summer and spring. turning into dusts of snowflakes
into fairies sparkling wings and puppets for kids
for such beautiful eyes we each own
never we talked properly over coffee and warm baked pies
with drops of raining staining my smile
wishes and pretty shoes dances on the path we carved
longing for someone to step on the same trail we left

but no..
things are not the same..
i'm lost
lost between this entangled leaves of forest
under the gazillions stars twinkling ahead
i choose other path..
with knee-high yellowish grasses touch me once a while
with suspicions between their eyes

it's in my reach of mind that you won't follow
well don't...
don't bother to call out my name..
cos i'm not coming either way..

I'll be fine..

Saturday Inspirations

WANT to go here!

I wish i have this kind of room to laze around all day, sipping a cup of coffee and wandering off....

“For Attractive lips, speak words of kindness, For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people, For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry, For Beautiful hair, let a child run their fingers through it once a day, For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone. People, more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed. Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands, one for helping yourself and the other for helping others.”

— Audrey Hepburn

MALDIVES!

Billboards inpiration:

“The distance between
us might only be inches
but it feels like miles.”

— Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson

moon bar

“A successful man is one who can lay a firm foundation with the bricks others have thrown at him.”

— David Brinkley


Stephen Wiltshire. drawing new york skyline after riding a helicopter for 20 minutes! see more HERE









have a nice relaxing weekend everyone!
x

tasting EUPHORIA

OMG I JUST HAD THE BEST NIGHT YESTERDAY! hahahaha
thank God for making our dream comes true! we performed the dance yesterday and it was a HUGE success! omgomg Sudden i love u guys! hahaha.

finally.. all the hard work, the energy spent, the emotions wasted, the uncertainties, the endless practices, the trip to search for costume, the bruises, the painful warming up,,, it all paid off! i can't possibly ask for more.. we did our best last night and I'm so damn proud. hahahaha.







and yesterday EUPHORIA closing ceremony was a total blast! we had so much fun, jumping until we lost our breath in the middle of the crowd, clapping, screaming. last night was awesome!

i began my day with pounding heart with all the anticipation and the worries for the performance. we did the general rehearsal, we watched basketball game, then i joined metta to pick rena dede and olip up at the salon. oh not to mention due to the pressures and the exhaustion i even slept in the dance room unintentionally.. then it's football last match! Loren A vs Loren B. and chandra played! so we all sprinted to the field, mainly to watch chandra played in the game! hahaha.

then cath and I went back to dance room to curl up my hair then the guys came in and they went to konak's house to take a shower. girls were busy doing their hair and make ups. we changed into our costumes and we met the guys. there was a short briefing for all the performer. then we went back to the dance room. practicing, taking pics, eating our anxious dinner. then we played around.
30 minutes before the performance...
25 minutes...
time went so slow...
20 minutes before the performance......
jeep sprained her upper thigh! omg!
we were all panicked. she hardly could stand and she moaned in pain as we tried to make her stand. then we were supposed to go to the gym as we were the next performer..

then we waited a while for the band and then it's our turn!
everything moved so fast..
i could hear the gig from the opposite side of the curtain. they screamed our team's name. SUDDEN!
we gathered and did the team yell. then the curtain opened up...
spotlight shot to us.
so bright that all i could see of the audiences are blurry dark sea of human and some flashes of light and again.. the endless shriek..

then jeep screamed POSE! and we posed. but the music didn't play for some time. daryl was close to shout HOLD! to cancel the dance pose if anything went wrong. but no. the music blared shortly after the anxiety grew larger..

then i forget everything..




the next second i plunged back to the reality was when i laid there holding my position with my head staring at the ceiling and my legs were thrust up to the sky. then the cheer broke and i put my legs back to the ground.
we came close. held our hands. bow. pose.





and the next second we were running outside of the gymnasium, around the building to the main entrance, ran faster and faster and we were drown in the middle of the crowd......

then there were niji's band and claren's band. then short break. then it's abdul and the coffee theory!!

i just had one of the best nights of my life.

SUDDEN SUDDEN SUDDEN DANCE!!

:D

longing for freedom

so here I am.
sitting in front of my computer, summoning myself with all my might to go to bed and sleep but fail...
i cannot sleep although my body begs me to. my brain's too full with all the things i have to do tomorrow. it's not that I have millions things to do, it's not. all i need to worry tomorrow is only dance performance for the closing ceremony of Euphoria.

but then other little things start to creep through my mind, nagging me on and on about things I shouldn't think about. bits of which I should have forgotten and put them at the back of my head. what am i worried about? life is too good to be worried about. life is too generous. it keeps changing from time to time in a matter of seconds to keep you away from boring bits, it keeps evolving and turning into other things you might want to recall in one fine day in a misty morning. but lately, all i want is just to live usually, which is the hardest thing i can get these days.

after a month of crazy dance practice, now it's going to come to an end. the performance. the only way we can prove to ourselves that those time money and energy spent aren't for nothing. then in a blink of an eye, Euphoria will come to its final day. and we're supposed to get back to our studies. but our studies have also caught up with us. with all the projects, presentations, papers, and among all of them, there stand proudly..INESPO. and ahead of that.. university applications.

when was the last time i went to malls? watch movies? or even just having simple chats and exciting plans with my besties? i even can't remember! and i have my schedule planned 3 weeks ahead of me. fml.

to add more stress, my mom have booked my plane ticket for next year!
wonderful.


I need my share of hot chocolate, pancakes, and road trip to freedom..