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urgh. i want all of this to stop. like right now. at this very second.
i hate it
i hate it that life treats her unfairly. she deserves her happiness. she has endured long enough. and yet no one even realized. i wanna go to that guy and screamed on his face something like

"damn i hate you! u missed all those chances! why cant u open ur eyes and see that life is more than just about money and working and money and working? u wont die by living one day without work. damn u r so spoiled! u always blame people for ur own fault, why cant u see that the world is not just about you! there's this HUGE difference between "respected" and "self-centered".... yes u work hard, every single day. let's give those applause to you. but u never even spent a bit care of ur own family. what kind of a man would you be? u miss all the happiness, u miss life so greatly. it's not ur kids who suffer, it's you! you r a psychoworkaholicegoistic man."




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why cant u stop complaining? life is unfair, take it or leave it.
and yet i take it..
and life has to go on..


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I'm so sorry.
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why did i say sorry?! its not my fault. i've warned him.more than once. i thought my attitude would have said enough. but it's not..
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but i hurt him.
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he said he's going to take the risk. why bother?
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urgh! i hate talking to you. u hav no idea how many people i have hurt! i feel bad. like im the most evil person in this world. life is not a fairytale afterall..
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it's not. thats why. he should faced the reality..
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im such a bad person.


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i hope grandpa will b fine..


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