lately i really can't concentrate on any of my assignments and projects. all i have in my head is just this one thing. this one particular thing which i regard as a very very very important issue.. here it goes. DANCE.
and really. i can't look up from my book without my mind drifting to dance practice, dance time, how to dance correctly, how to jump with the right timing, and the list goes on and on.

even though tomorrow i got this big math block re-test plus a history test, but still i can't seem to put myself into it! all i really need is just 2 hours to study, really2 study math and history. and then i can go back to edo and all his fuss.. but it seems like DANCE has become the main part, the dominant gen, the priority, the most important thing in my life right now.

even though I have danced for so many times, joined competitions and performances, but this time it's suppose to be the best dance ever. and i really2 look forward to it. i mean, we've been practicing so damn hard and i don't want it to become such a waste.

ok i know what my life will catch up with me after the dance performance. my life will goes back to normal and all i have in mind would be "university applications", "IELTS", "good scores", "project competition" and all things related to my studies all over again. but right now, at this moment, i really can't do it. i know.. i'm suppose to be all professional and discipline and have time management and priorities, i'm suppose to be able to do all things normally like how i usually react 2 weeks before any performance. but now.. *sigh*

not only the dance is really2 difficult but also the members grew larger and so we have to practice every detail and every step and power, emotion, stuck. argh!

i wish i can be someone else and study real hard, do the test, get good mark, and then goes back to dance, and BAM! the performance is a great success..
amen to that.