george~

aaaaaaa~

so this afternoon i took my last pictures with george, my favorite teacher.. it's so sad, knowing that i'll be missing him soon. he's like our own grandfather with his charm and smile and out-of-the-text knowledge. he had taught me a lot about life and growing up. about making decision between the choices available and how to turn dreams into reality.

i was with itik last year, having so many questions to asked about newscasting competition and mr simon and shawn were nowhere to be found. and so i and itik went into mr george's room, knocked it, he let us in and spent time talking to these 2 confuse girls who were going to join a competition and there he was, sitting with piles of papers and works to do.

after we told him about our problems, he nodded and asked "so, what can i do for you?". i was like.. 'what! you heard us! you're more capable in english and you can give us advices!' and so i and itik stated that we need directions on how to do the newscasting well. he admitted that he knew othing about how to be a good newscaster but he would give the best. he asked more than answered. he asked how newscaster behaved and we answered it, and he asked what body position is best for newscaster, and we answered that too. we answered so many questions that at the end of the conversation, we get all the answers we needed!

we knew about it all along. he just pushed us farther and said 'you can do it!' above all our doubts and fears.

and when he heard that itik got math test after the competition he was furious! he thought that it's ridiculous to still having math test when itik should focused on the competition and deal with totally different things! he insisted on talking to bu lena about it, saying it should be postponed, and then when itik said it's the rule, he stood up, ready to go to the principal's office to talk about that rule and negotiate. itik was panic, and said it's ok and talk some more so that george sat down again.

the next day, early in the morning, when i was prepared to go to the competition, george arrived at school and when he saw me he called my name although at that time i was in a hurry. i turned to him and he said good luck and remember all the things we talked about in the day before. he reminded me to take a deep breath whenever i'm nervous and keep my toes clicking on the floor to make sure i got the rhythm. i said thank you and i went by.




and until now i still take a deep breath, holding it and release it.. it calms me down a little.



in other occasion, i and my other friend also talked to him, i forgot how it started but then we talked alot about our choices between IPA and IPS. and again he was mad, knowing that my friend chose IPA just to make her parents happy although she knew it all along that she wanted to choose finance in the university. and he thought it's our own life and we're the one who should handled it and not afraid of making choices we think is best for us.

he's someone to me and my friends. he's really kind and funny and really charming.. he protested about the rule that we should come early, he laughs at our presentation, he let us talked aloud and laughed aloud in his class, he let us tell him what's in our mind, nothing is wrong for him. if we make mistake, it's lesson learned. if we're confuse, he helps us finding the right way...

but well, life happens as what it is. maybe he is destined not to stay in indonesia and getting stuck in my school. maybe he's destined to be a good teacher, spreading the warmth in the other side of the world. and maybe we're destined to be his student and recall him in such a sweet memory..

and who knows that he had a health problem that indonesia can't support him anymore.



*inhale*
*exhale*


take a deep breath, holding it and release it.. it calms me down a little.

ray of the sun
glinting on me, reflected like glass
overpowering me with its heat
think to run back to the forgotten path
but it's lost in its darkness

i was dreaming of the days
unwanted, unknown, unpredictable
lost between the yellowish grasses
and my bare feet
my bare feet are numb, paralyzed

butterflies are flying
sweetly
slowly
leaving the flowers

hold me, watch me cry
shed my tears away and smile
i will never understand
hardly listening
why does it hurt? why?




xoxo,,
agita
02/18/09

happy valentine's day <3

first of all, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAYY! hohohoho

sebenernya telat c, tapi gapapa deh, kemaren dah kecapean dan hr ini pergi dr pagii.. so here r the reviewsss...

tanggal 14 februari kemaren, kita smwa pergi k bdaynya rena di Hotel Menara Peninsula. acaranya seru bangett! beda dari sweet 17 pada umumnya..
alasannya karena:
1. pestanya bukan standing party
2. mc nya seru dan kocak
3. prosesinya ngga byasa
4. dan yang paling penting, pengisi acaranyaaa! hahahaha.

jadi intinya pestanya seru dan sukses! yang paling memorable pas ada banci2 dan banyak cowo d godain bahkan d suruh cium (ADIT!), dan ada juga yang d cium (WS!) hahahahahha... lucu deh. ada juga yang menang doorprize 1 juta (berni) dan yang dikejer2 (banyak) hahahahahaha.

terus udah gitu kemaren itu akhirnya tau apa yang selama ini alain n merlyn umpetin dr g! mereka bisik2 dr hr Jumat, well, sadarnya jumat. dan kalo g tanya mereka cm blg tunggu tanggal maennyaa! pokonya it's something sweet! hahahaha. dan g udah penasaran2 aja apaan. ternyataaa...g d kasi bungaa mawar sama mereka! hahahaha. 2 warna kuning, 1 warna orange dan d bungus pake kertas oren dan d kasi pita! aaaaaaa! that's really sweet.. thanks guys!

udah gitu selse pesta, pulang deh ke rumah pake mobil alain, ol btr, trus tidurrr!

merlyn,shan,alain,me & the flowers ,konak,niji

tgl 15 feb 09

entah kenapa, g ga bs bangun siang2, jadi walopun semalemnya tdr jem 1, ttp aj bgun jem 7! haduh2

terus abs ol dan sarapan, g langsung mandi dan pergi ke lipo buat beli dress, makan siang, dan beli makanan buat org2 rumah..

abs itu pulang bentar, pergi lg beli buah dan ke itc beli celana panjangg! horee! sekarang punya 3! wkwkwkwkwk

abs itu uda d telp c alain konak suru dateng gr2 g janji bantuin sosio konak. akhirnya g pulang. pas baru keluar itc, eh ujan, tapi gerimis, jadi g blg k nyokap yauda lah dikit ini, jalan aj k mobil. pas lg jalan alain telp, dan tb2 ujannya jd deres, jadi lari ke mobil. pas udah deket.. tb2.. OUCH! g kesandung batesan parkir dari batu dan sukses lecetlah kaki g..

udah gitu nyokap g juga kena sial gara2 salah markir dan rusak bagian depan mobil swift. sepanjang jalan nyokap ud diem aja, lg stres mikir kenapa bs lecet, knp bs ad batu, dan takut d marahin bokap,. sementara g sepanjang jalan meringis2 kesakitan karena perih banget.

begitu sampe rumah konak, g langsung minta betadine. sambil g bersiin luka, konak cari betadine d bawah. dan pas dy balikk....dy blg ngga ada betadine adanya tieh ta you cin. huaaaaa! gila dehh! g benci obat ituu. perihnyaaa!
akhirnya alain pegangin g supaya ga kemana2, dan konak tetesin ke luka g. glaa! perih bgt!

akhirnya g duduk sambil meringis2 dan bantuin konak kerjain presentasinya.tb2 konak bilang pengen martabak.


konak: abs ini martabak yuk
g: ngga ah berminyak
alain : ngga sehat!
g: tau katanya mau kurangin makann berlemak! gmn c!
alain: iyah lu!
.....diem beberapa detik...
g: gila sekarang kita udah kae apaan. semuanya yang sehat2 gitu
konak: g mah byasa aja
alain: alah! siapa ya yng blg "g merasa bersalah ne kemaren makan banyk bgt"
g: tau pake blg ga mau makan babi lg!
*ketawa*
konak: sebenernya kita bener apa sampah c?
alain: wakakakkaka. kok g merasa sampah ya
konak: iyah g juga
...diem bbrp detik...
g: yauda kita makan sushi aja
konak: anjrit! mau banget g! yuk!
alain : kemana?
konak: pim!
g: gila jauh!
konak: yauda ke ta yu! naek taksi!
g: gila!


setelah diskusi2, akhirnya kita memutuskan makan ichiban sushi d lipo. dan dengan itu juga utang konak nraktir g n alain lunass! hhahahha

sampe disana, ada c toto juga. dan dy bawa pink rose.. hahahahaha. thanks!

trs abs makan kita balik deh k rumah konak. ngbrol2 ketawa ketiwi dll. dan abs itu pulang deh k rumahh!


hahahahhaa..

so that's how i spent my valentine's..

anyway, happy birthday to HAYDEN! i miss uuuuuuu!! <3



xoxo,
agita

benjamin button dan bali

brad pittt! ah brad pitt emang cakepp! baru sekarang g bener2 akuin brad pitt itu cakep. jadi ceritanya, g baru abis nonton Benjamin Button tadi, felmnya krg lebih 3 jem, dr jem 19.15-21.53an.

dari awal sampe akhir emang felmnya ngga ada klimaks, tapi overall bgus sih. kita jadi lebi menghargai hidup, thankful that we're born as we are, and our beloved ones are as normal as they can be. or well, at least they're not old when they're actually young or the opposite..

so...
update2...


tadi istirahat pertama semua anak yang ke bali ngumpul buat tau kelompoknya masing2, terus pas pelajaran BI juga d kasih tau jadwal selama disana sama pak tri. pokoknya seruuuuu banget sampe udah ngga sabar. satu hal yang g rada takutin itu ntar ada acara camping dan bangun subuh buat hiking ke gunung batur! nah, itu acara g bener2 tunggu2 dan g udah excited for it! tapi ternyata....... cewe yang lagi "dapet" ngga boleh ikutan naekk! takutnya pas tanggal itu g lagi "dapet" dan terpaksa stay dibawah! aduhh! jangan sampe lh..

klo kata jeep minum obat buat nahan supaya jangan dolo. tapi apa sehat? takut juga mnum obat2an bgitu....oh iy, 1 lagi kekhawatiran g, ga pnya celana panjaaang! hadoh2.. norak aje dah g ga pnya cln panjang! punya c, tp cuma 1! dan ga mgkn jg kan g pake 1 buat 7 hari...

tapi overall, g ga sabar pengen ke baliiii!! ntr katanya akan ada pelajaran menari bali, rafting, pergi nonton kecak, makan seafood d jimbaran, naek sepeda, ke pemandian aer panas, main high rope, dan laen2.. ga sabarr!


terus tadi abis istirahat pertama itu, g semakin jelas sama anggota2 kelompok g..berketuakan g dan desi, anggotanya ada 13 anak..ada jeep, grace, vania, jason, hideo, joey, anton, betsy, artini, dan laen2.. kita kelompok B dan akan berangkat flight pertama..



aduh udah ngantuk nih! hahahaha..

oh iya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY buat rena dan desi. rena kemaren, dan desi setengah jem lagii! hahahaha! happy sweet 17!



xoxoxox,
agita~

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somehow i believe that life consists of happiness. just happiness, pure happiness. and if there are things we don't like, or we hate or make us sad, those experiences bring us to more happiness. and so right now, i'm perfectly happy after going through so many uneasiness.

i just got home from TA.. soo tiring.

first, i went to tasha's house, playing there, then we all went to konak's house, ready to go to TA. we arrived at TA at about 2.30 p.m. so we met merlyn at Zara and we headed to Hachi Hachi for Alain's postponed birthday treat! yay! i've been wanting to eat sushi since last week and today, dream comes truee..

after eating there, we went to Popeye's, meeting jay and the others. then, we went to inul vista for some karaoke time! we paid for 2 hours and it turned out that we needed more, so we extended for 1 more hour. but during the last hour, konak and shan wanted to go to Zara, so i and merlyn joined them and together we went there. we had some fun, just laughing and fooling around, helped konak deciding which one to buy and we took pics.. after a while, alain joined us too,,






after that, shan had to go. and after accompanied him to meet his mom and sister, we searched for reastaurants cos we were hungry already! after walking up and down and around, we decided to eat at platinum cos alain and konak got vouchers there.

after we finished our dinner, we all went home with yoseph niji toto. merlyn should wait for her mom and dad to pick her up and so she probably went around and bought bread like the original plan..




ahh seems like just the other weekends of mine.
but i am truly happy =)